An epidemic of suicides...

What's up guys? I havn't updated in awhile, but like you care, right?

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 04:37:59 GMT

Yes I'm updating. So yes, I've been really busy latly. Making lots of money, staying out late, and just having a blast. But right now I'm broke, b/c I bought Chris this awsome phone and WE got a Ginni-pig (sp??). His name is Curly, he's deaf and mute, but we still love him : ] lots!!! Oh and Morgan STILL hasn't had her baby, but if she doesn't by next week they're gonna induse her labor, she can't wait, lol. And in like two weeks my mom is taking chris, me , my bro, and his friend to Wisconsin!! FUN : ] hehe. Oh and this isn't really important but my friend Steph called the other day, which doesn't matter b/c she's still mean : / hahaha and i got this girl I hate to quit her job at slotchkiz, I'm so sweet, I know. That's all i can think to write, I'm not good at this. So bye!!!

wow :D

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 04:12:52 GMT

Wow : D these past few days I've felt so happy, and tonight made it that much better. <3

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 04:02:20 GMT

The message is " "

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 02:37:57 GMT

Growl... just sitting here waiting for Chris to call me. Today on the way to meet my mom I got so lost... it was scary. yup. oh and I went swimming today after chris n me got back from the gym, yes fun. bye now.

ooopes

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 04:20:17 GMT

My birthday was Monday.... it sucked. But Tuesday was REALLY fun, b/c I got my license and went cruising all day. I know I havn't been updating or comenting much, I just havn't been home.

Bye now.

Geee golly why can't we all just get a long?

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 03:45:38 GMT

Okay, well I wasn't gonna post pictures... but brigette told me to. So enjoy!

Well first off did you all know that my cat smokes? Yeah he's bummed, b/c now he can't be hardcore and straight edge.

I had fun in my bathtub.

Red lipstick and magic mirrors.

Me ... and idk

OH AND REMEMBER THAT WEDDING I TOLD U ABOUT!?!?!?!

Me and my mommy.

DON'T SNAP AT ME!

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!?!!?!

My eye.

Geeze.

The video store.

Sorry about the boobs... just ignore um.

THAT'S ALL : )

idk just read...

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 02:50:37 GMT

Man, I've been soooooooooo busy latly its crazy. But i just want to say that My b-day is in 4 days, I'm excited. I think we're going to Mid-evil times (sp?). Well ttyl.

Six flags baby - 6/13/05 on my b-day!!

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 16:35:00 GMT

Less than 2 more weeks and I get my license... I'm so excited... but I've been sooo f_ing busy latly, all I want to do is sleep and see Chris. Hopefully I'l have lots more time when I can drive.

Oh and yesterday was my day off b/c Tuesdays are always paydays. So Chris's mom took me to go get my check, but when I went in there they didn't have it, b/c Kyle forgot to have me fill out all my paper work. I was sad, cuz I wanted to use my first check to pay for Chris's birthday present, which is in less than a week : ) so now I'm just gonna borrow it from my dad.

Well I would write more, but I have to go get ready!! cya.

LAURA SAYS...

Sat, 28 May 2005 19:08:43 GMT

BE HAPPY!

WORPP

Thu, 26 May 2005 21:27:03 GMT

Well today has been boring... just watching soap operas w/Morgan and Fightclub. But here's some pics... of my day.....

Everyone...meet Midget

And of course my cat... Pallace : ) if you havn't noticed that's where my LJ name comes from.

More Pallace <3 ....

Mwuhahahaha this is his PRIZON !!

FIGHT CLUB yo.

I like Diet Cherry Coke.......

And being weird.....

Good-day sir... I SAID GOOD DAY!

U rug muncher U

Thu, 26 May 2005 18:07:49 GMT

This Sat. we're having a wedding at my house, outside, it's for my Aunt Robin and Uncle Mark. They were married before so it's kinda weird. So I think I'm supossed to be helping them, but noones home, except Morgan and Gavin. I have to go get a dress sometime, and my dad's gonna buy me one of those electric cat scoopers, haha I'm excited. Also tomorrow is gonna be my first day of work : / I'm pretty nervous, but I'm sure kyle will help me alot. So yea, nothing really special is happening today, I just felt like posting! Well cya!

I <3 my Christopher! Always!

CHICAGO trip was yesterday!

Wed, 25 May 2005 14:06:59 GMT

Yesterday (Tuesday), the French and Spanish students got to go to Chicago Navy Pier! It was really fun. We had to get up really early tho, and it was suposed to be our first day of summer, but oh well. So when we got there we went on the Ferris wheel and started shopping. It was fun. Then we found a photo booth, and got some pictures, also went through this art gallery trying to find a Jewish star? and after we got out of there we started looking at keychains and chris and me got animated by some artist. At about noon we all were getting hungry, and I was the only one who wanted Chinese, so they all went in search for food and left me there, saying they were gonna come back and find me... So I waited like 20 minutes and no one came so I went outside and ate. I was getting kinda freaked out until Lacey and Dustin came and talked to me :D. Then Chris found me and was freaking out, I was kinda mad. Anyway then we walked up to the rides again and chris didn't want to go, so me and him went and got dip n dots while everyone else rode rides. Then Chase and Chris(some other chris) took us all to some avenue to shop, but it was boring so chris and me walked back to Navy Pier. We walked all along the edges and admired the pretty water. Then it was time to get back on the bus. So we rode for like and hour to Joliet and stopped at the mall there. I was STARVING but I walked around with Chris and Mike, b/c they were looking at stuff. Then I finaly bought myself something, some hair clips. and I went and ate a corn dog and fries. It was good. lol. Then afterthat Mike called me and told us that we were REALLY late, so we ran back to the bus, only to find that we weren't late at all. B/c some girl on our bus stole something in Clairs and got caught. So we all sat on the bus for an hour n a half waiting for her before we left. The bus ride back seemed like is took forever, so I slept alot, Chris makes a good pillow, lol. And thats all!

ily Christopher Lee Billingsley!

THE END !

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Mon, 23 May 2005 23:52:44 GMT

Well, before I didn't really HAVE the job per-say, but now I do!! I start Friday! I'm excited! lol.

But anywho, today was our last day :D (thank god!) lol. And it's summer, so if you want to hang out, call me, I doubt I'l be very buisy !! My cell # 208-9002 My home phone # 698-0844!

ily chris!

We tryed to look like crackwhores, but i came out looking like a "doll".

I did Sam's make-up, i know...i rock.

Me before we put on make-up.. yeah...

I SAID DANCE U!

Thu, 19 May 2005 22:20:36 GMT

OMG I'm soooo happy right now! I"M GETTING A JOB!!!!! : D

I LOVE U CHRISTMAS!

English class

Amanda and meeee!

Emily!

Steffffyyy!

Amanda!! and her oh so cool headphones.

And last Laura.

UR A TRIPP

Sun, 15 May 2005 03:56:31 GMT

alright homies this ur pimpett coming straight from the dirty dirty of mii crunk-ass crib right hurrr in Ep-town. yeah, alright enough of that.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm only like a week left of hell. hahaha sooooo excited. anywho, all here reads my journal? I want some comments... yeah i know i'm greedy... stfu... jk! ha. yeahaaaa... alright well this is pretty boring so I'l leave u with some neato pics! duh...

we went swimming... duh...

Smoking

i dunno... but my hairs wet.

shut up sam

i'm dieing in ur arms tonight.

Whatchu talking bout Willis?!!?!?!

Penis Pallace

My little lover, i know you're jelous. don't lie!!!

gay me! go homosexuals!

Pallace and me!!

I <3 Christopher!

whats up with ur mom? just asking.

Tue, 10 May 2005 22:54:08 GMT

dooooooooooood... i dunno. but this summer you peoples all need to come over and swim. Capeash?!?! I'm bored. yeah. Today was boring, and I miss Chris, alot alot alot alot alot. I should go kidnap him. only if i had a car... tear...

Bouncing down and out

Tue, 10 May 2005 03:26:26 GMT

I'm back, my internet was broken for a few dayz :/ ! So this might be kinda long... and confusing..? i dunno.

Anywayz, Friday kinda sucked. I went to Chris's house, we fought (spelling?) then I fell asleep until like 12 and my dad came and picked me up. Then Saturday I was supposed to go hang with Cassie, but my internet was broken and I couldn't get ahold of her. So I went and spent the night at Lauren's house with her and Sam. And at like 7 Chris called me and I thought he was drunk and of course we started fighting or whatever, and then he called me back later and we fought more until he came over to say hi. After that Sam started lighting her arm of fire with my perfume and it was scary, but we're all piros. And we watched a bunch of scary movies. hahaha and stupid us (sam and me) stayed up all night outside on the swing and were scared until it got light out. but I did fall asleep at like 9 for an hour. Then it was mother's day (stupidest fucking day of the year). Sam and me felt like being nice so we mowed Beck's lawn for her. Then we all tanned in her yard and beck told us stories about last night when she went out drinking. She's f-ing hilarious! So at 2 she took me home and I mowed my lawn (which took 2 1/2 hours!!!) And I tryed to avoid my mother's calls until I finaly just lied and said that I felt sick. She knew I was lying, but had to be a dumbass later and make me tell her that I didn't want to be with her on Mother's day. You know, make me feel bad. But oh well. Then I went to Walmart with my fasha, fun fun. yup.

That was my weekend. So today really sucked. It was fine until lunch when Jessica had to be a big bitch and start stuff. In the middle of lunch we were all laughing and then she says, "yeah, Tom told me that Chris wanted to FUCK Brandi" and I swear to god my heart just sank, and tears just started coming. I guess I didn't know til later that they all yelled at her when I got up. And everyone's mad at her for saying that to me. I just don't understand, b/c no matter if it's true or not (which I really don't care and don't want to know) why would you say something so unessisary and hurtful like that to someone. Just to get a reaction? I dunno. It's like I'm not even mad. I'm just sad. I trust Chris and that was about when we were broken up, but hearing those words just like made me feel so stupid, so unimportant. we're over it now, but yeah it really ruined my already sucky ass day.

Summer Vacation is like 2 weeks away. I can't wait. I <3 summer... oh and my pools finaly open. Anyone like swimming!?

Lauren and Boon

Sam, Lauren, and Boon

Sam and me REALLY early making weird faces.

The pretty Sky

We hosed down Boon and gave him a hair cut.

THE END !! <3

Rawr . Cans of steal.

Fri, 06 May 2005 02:45:08 GMT

Hi peoples. Today was slow, I just kinda woke up then went to school. fun. But during fifth hour it was my first day of "behind the wheel". It was just Me, Chris (yea he gets to drive with me, lucky him. lol), and Mr.Foster. It was fun, kinda. Let's just say it was better than BORING study hall : D! oh yeah, and in 7th hour I flipped out on a kid and screamed "fuck" in the middle of class : / but Mr. Green loves me (thank god). lol. Good night! <3

The moment you realized you forgot something....

Wed, 04 May 2005 23:26:29 GMT

Today wasn't so bad. I think I'm just anxious for school to be out and summer to be here. In a month and nine days I'l be sixteen and I won't have to sit around here all the time. I dunno. I just feel so kept in this house it drives me crazy. Well... yeah. That's my AWSOME UPDATE. oh wait, have u guys seen the show "meet the barkers" ? I like that show... anyways.. cya!!

Kylie Nicole Brickner

Tue, 03 May 2005 03:55:41 GMT

I'm glad we can talk again. sorry for ever being a doosh!! lol. I <3 you Kylie!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 18:12:16 GMT

Friday was pretty cool. We had only a half day of school, so then I got to go home with chris. We walked to McDonalds, then we went over the the Oborn's house for awhile, b/c we got locked out of his house. Then we had to convince his parents (which sucked...) to let him go to the concert at the legion. Finally they let him go, and my dad came and picked us up so I could get ready (b/c that morning I woke up late, no shower). Then we walked to the concert and watched one band play. The band was good, but I was kinda confused at what the people in the middle were doing. So then we got kinda bored and went to Wendy's, and I was being all moody and sad for no reason. And it didn't help to see Kylie there : / ! But after that we went out side and it was kinda not boring for awhile, b/c I thought Ashley was gonna beat Kandace's ass.... but sadly it didn't happen. Then Ashley, Josh, Chris, and me got in a car and went to Nate's house, then us and a bunch more people went to an abandonded hospital in Bartenville. It was scary. Nate fell through a hole in the floor, we saw a HUGE ASS racoon, and we all got pretty dirty. Then when we got out there were people standing there asking us how to get in and stuff, but we ignored um. Oh yea, and I was freaking out, b/c my dad was gonna beat my ass b/c I stayed out so long. but when i got home he didn't say much. Hopefully he won't beat my ass today. Man I'm tired, but I just thought i'd update. cya, and to everyone who's going, HAVE FUN AT PROM!

Gym ^

Study hall ^

Chris's Civics class ^

Chris & Sarah ^

Grant & Lacey ^

A drawling from Amanda-Jo <3 ^

At McDonald's ^

Chris & me at McDonalds ^

Bunny.. isn't it cute!? ^

Wendy's ^

Ashley & me ^

Ashley pumped up, lol. ^

And last, Christopher & me in a car.

the most beautful person in my life.

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 02:01:23 GMT

I miss you so much, I'm sorry i never get to see you. I wish you knew that I would give anything to be close to you. You're the only person I've ever been close too actualy, especially including my "family". My life has been a big blur, but you help me see what I am and who i can be instead of what I'm not. You've helped me so much and I love you to death. I hope you feel better.

<3 Always

Thanks dustin!!

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 22:05:48 GMT

Yay, now I can post pictures... well if it works, it's christopher and me at the farm park.

Well, this one I just thought was cool...

The 'Tom Delong' pose!

yup...I'm a tree hugger

oh yeah, and the tree Vagina.

Well that's all for now! Leave me some comments, oh and thanks Dustin : D!

blah!

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 03:07:34 GMT

Does anyone know how to load pictures on here?!?! I'm soooo confused....

SOMEONE reply.. please.

Updating..

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 22:09:25 GMT

Bored as fuck... this house is sooooo fucking gay.