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Yes I'm updating. So yes, I've been really busy latly. Making lots of money, staying out late, and just having a blast. But right now I'm broke, b/c I bought Chris this awsome phone and WE got a Ginni-pig (sp??). His name is Curly, he's deaf and mute, but we still love him : ] lots!!! Oh and Morgan STILL hasn't had her baby, but if she doesn't by next week they're gonna induse her labor, she can't wait, lol. And in like two weeks my mom is taking chris, me , my bro, and his friend to Wisconsin!! FUN : ] hehe. Oh and this isn't really important but my friend Steph called the other day, which doesn't matter b/c she's still mean : / hahaha and i got this girl I hate to quit her job at slotchkiz, I'm so sweet, I know. That's all i can think to write, I'm not good at this. So bye!!!

( Here's some pictures, and I'l put some up of Curly later!!!!!!! )

( idkw )

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My birthday was Monday.... it sucked. But Tuesday was REALLY fun, b/c I got my license and went cruising all day. I know I havn't been updating or comenting much, I just havn't been home.

Bye now.

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Okay, well I wasn't gonna post pictures... but brigette told me to. So enjoy!

( PICTURES LIKE YEAH. )

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Less than 2 more weeks and I get my license... I'm so excited... but I've been sooo f_ing busy latly, all I want to do is sleep and see Chris. Hopefully I'l have lots more time when I can drive.

Oh and yesterday was my day off b/c Tuesdays are always paydays. So Chris's mom took me to go get my check, but when I went in there they didn't have it, b/c Kyle forgot to have me fill out all my paper work. I was sad, cuz I wanted to use my first check to pay for Chris's birthday present, which is in less than a week : ) so now I'm just gonna borrow it from my dad.

Well I would write more, but I have to go get ready!! cya.

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Well today has been boring... just watching soap operas w/Morgan and Fightclub. But here's some pics... of my day.....

( Iloveyouchristopher<3 )

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This Sat. we're having a wedding at my house, outside, it's for my Aunt Robin and Uncle Mark. They were married before so it's kinda weird. So I think I'm supossed to be helping them, but noones home, except Morgan and Gavin. I have to go get a dress sometime, and my dad's gonna buy me one of those electric cat scoopers, haha I'm excited. Also tomorrow is gonna be my first day of work : / I'm pretty nervous, but I'm sure kyle will help me alot. So yea, nothing really special is happening today, I just felt like posting! Well cya!               

 I <3 my Christopher! Always!

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Yesterday (Tuesday), the French and Spanish students got to go to Chicago Navy Pier! It was really fun. We had to get up really early tho, and it was suposed to be our first day of summer, but oh well. So when we got there we went on the Ferris wheel and started shopping. It was fun. Then we found a photo booth, and got some pictures, also went through this art gallery trying to find a Jewish star? and after we got out of there we started looking at keychains and chris and me got animated by some artist. At about noon we all were getting hungry, and I was the only one who wanted Chinese, so they all went in search for food and left me there, saying they were gonna come back and find me... So I waited like 20 minutes and no one came so I went outside and ate. I was getting kinda freaked out until Lacey and Dustin came and talked to me :D. Then Chris found me and was freaking out, I was kinda mad. Anyway then we walked up to the rides again and chris didn't want to go, so me and him went and got dip n dots while everyone else rode rides. Then Chase and Chris(some other chris) took us all to some avenue to shop, but it was boring so chris and me walked back to Navy Pier. We walked all along the edges and admired the pretty water. Then it was time to get back on the bus. So we rode for like and hour to Joliet and stopped at the mall there. I was STARVING but I walked around with Chris and Mike, b/c they were looking at stuff. Then I finaly bought myself something, some hair clips. and I went and ate a corn dog and fries. It was good. lol. Then afterthat Mike called me and told us that we were REALLY late, so we ran back to the bus, only to find that we weren't late at all. B/c some girl on our bus stole something in Clairs and got caught. So we all sat on the bus for an hour n a half waiting for her before we left. The bus ride back seemed like is took forever, so I slept alot, Chris makes a good pillow, lol. And thats all!

ily Christopher Lee Billingsley!

( A BUNCH OF PICTURES! )

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Well, before I didn't really HAVE the job per-say, but now I do!! I start Friday! I'm excited! lol.

But anywho, today was our last day :D (thank god!) lol. And it's summer, so if you want to hang out, call me, I doubt I'l be very buisy !! My cell # 208-9002 My home phone # 698-0844!

ily chris!

( Pictures. like always! )

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OMG I'm soooo happy right now! I"M GETTING A JOB!!!!! : D

I LOVE U CHRISTMAS!

( PICTURES FROM SCHOOOOOOOOLL! )

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alright homies this ur pimpett coming straight from the dirty dirty of mii crunk-ass crib right hurrr in Ep-town. yeah, alright enough of that.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm only like a week left of hell. hahaha sooooo excited. anywho, all here reads my journal? I want some comments... yeah i know i'm greedy... stfu... jk! ha. yeahaaaa... alright well this is pretty boring so I'l leave u with some neato pics! duh...

( Peace out <3 )

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( I'm bored, so how about u be bored too. )

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I'm back, my internet was broken for a few dayz :/ ! So this might be kinda long... and confusing..? i dunno.

Anywayz, Friday kinda sucked. I went to Chris's house, we fought (spelling?) then I fell asleep until like 12 and my dad came and picked me up. Then Saturday I was supposed to go hang with Cassie, but my internet was broken and I couldn't get ahold of her. So I went and spent the night at Lauren's house with her and Sam. And at like 7 Chris called me and I thought he was drunk and of course we started fighting or whatever, and then he called me back later and we fought more until he came over to say hi. After that Sam started lighting her arm of fire with my perfume and it was scary, but we're all piros. And we watched a bunch of scary movies. hahaha and stupid us (sam and me) stayed up all night outside on the swing and were scared until it got light out. but I did fall asleep at like 9 for an hour. Then it was mother's day (stupidest fucking day of the year). Sam and me felt like being nice so we mowed Beck's lawn for her. Then we all tanned in her yard and beck told us stories about last night when she went out drinking. She's f-ing hilarious! So at 2 she took me home and I mowed my lawn (which took 2 1/2 hours!!!) And I tryed to avoid my mother's calls until I finaly just lied and said that I felt sick. She knew I was lying, but had to be a dumbass later and make me tell her that I didn't want to be with her on Mother's day. You know, make me feel bad. But oh well. Then I went to Walmart with my fasha, fun fun. yup.

That was my weekend. So today really sucked. It was fine until lunch when Jessica had to be a big bitch and start stuff. In the middle of lunch we were all laughing and then she says, "yeah, Tom told me that Chris wanted to FUCK Brandi" and I swear to god my heart just sank, and tears just started coming. I guess I didn't know til later that they all yelled at her when I got up. And everyone's mad at her for saying that to me. I just don't understand, b/c no matter if it's true or not (which I really don't care and don't want to know) why would you say something so unessisary and hurtful like that to someone. Just to get a reaction? I dunno. It's like I'm not even mad. I'm just sad. I trust Chris and that was about when we were broken up, but hearing those words just like made me feel so stupid, so unimportant. we're over it now, but yeah it really ruined my already sucky ass day.

Summer Vacation is like 2 weeks away. I can't wait. I <3 summer... oh and my pools finaly open. Anyone like swimming!?

( Pictures from Saturday!!! )

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Today wasn't so bad. I think I'm just anxious for school to be out and summer to be here. In a month and nine days I'l be sixteen and I won't have to sit around here all the time. I dunno. I just feel so kept in this house it drives me crazy. Well... yeah. That's my AWSOME UPDATE. oh wait, have u guys seen the show "meet the barkers" ? I like that show... anyways.. cya!!

<3

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I'm glad we can talk again. sorry for ever being a doosh!! lol. I <3 you Kylie!